im falling , falling, falling apart.
And i just really dont want to break.I hate NUS and all the accumulative cap score shit. Which is really fucking nonsense in my opinion.You know why.
It means u can't make mistakes.
You cant go wrong.
There is NO room for mistakes.
You are expected to be perfect.
And nuthing less
if u arent, u are just left behind
Im falling, falling, falling apart.
And im breaking, breaking , breaking up.
Ive never felt this way about exams before.
Its punishment for complacency.
Alwaes so proud.
Alwaes so damn happy i cld study less then others and get away with it.
Alwaes so bloody happy i cld spend only one nite on an essay, while others spent weeks, and still get a B plus for it.
Alwaes so happy and complacent.
And now im paying for it
Im falling, falling, falling apart.
And i don't want to. I really don't.
But whos gonna stop be from breaking.
I dont even noe if i can save me, from myself.